Sorry Hey FlowerPuke, I know the kind words of a bunch of random internet strangers can only go far but I just wanted to tell you that awhile ago now, I uploaded my first ever drawing. A quick messy piece of my sona character, Cammy. This wasn't just my first piece of Newgrounds but on any social. I didn't even have a Twitter or Instagram account yet. The reason I'm talking about this is because you commented on that piece saying you liked the design and gave it 5 stars. What was just another day on Newgrounds for you meant the world to me. The idea that an established artist would take the time to give my work the time of day made me unbelievably happy and to this day that comment still is part of the reason I even upload my art online.
All of this to say, I understand what you're going through. I almost took my own life one time as well, but you've had an impact on people in ways you probably can't even fathom. People have clawed their way back from darker pits but it's up to you to find the motivation to stay on that path. A few mistakes won't ruin your life. Friends come and go, college is overrated as fuck. Whatever you end up doing, I wish you the best. Life isn't peaches and blossoms but it's always worth living. That's what I've learned after my own failed attempt
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